Loneliness. What do you think?
Recently, I decided to start watching anime again and I realized how lonely and boring my life is. After watching something for a long time, I often feel a heightened sense of loneliness. Just a moment ago, I was in a world full of colors and sounds, surrounded by characters, their adventures, and emotions. And suddenly, I turn on the lights and find myself alone in an empty, bare apartment. It's all over. It feels like every step I take in the room creates a hollow echo. There's a sense of emptiness, not too overwhelming, but noticeable. Yes, just a moment ago, I was overwhelmed with emotions and in an instant, it all ended. This happens to everyone. But in my case, it doesn't go away and I don't know what to do about it.
Engaging in work and daily routines, I am haunted by a persistent feeling that I should be in a completely different place, living a completely different life. I live abroad without knowing the language, without friends or even people I can understand and have a conversation with. I have been living alone for over a year and a half, and sometimes, I even forget what my own voice sounds like.
That's how it is... I would like to hear your experiences as well.
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